I am so damn sick that it's already Monday today. Another few more hours and I have to go back to the hellhole of an office..Man~ : ( It has been quite sometime since I had such a relaxing Sunday - Came home at 9am and slept for an hour before Daddy woke me up from my slumber (Tsk tsk, this Daddy is horrible : P ) Had a few mouthfuls of Bro's peanut porridge and vermicelli bought from the market despite wolfing down a piece of plain (but oily) roti prata an hour back : P (Will I get fatter and fatter...?) Did much catching up with Daddy, Aunt Maddy and Bro (Hey, it does seem like ages since I sat down and spoke to them!); fortunately, they did not ask me about Fat Boy..
Talking about Fat Boy, it has been 3 weeks since I spoke to him. Though I feel relieved, I miss him tonnes! (Don't ask me why) Though I dare not initiate to communicate with him, I have been going onto MSN to see if he's around, looking onto roads hoping to catch a glimpse of SDM 9040 zooming by and so on...(Gosh, I feel like a hopeless lovelorn..) Then again, is he feeling what I am feeling right now and is he simply oblivious to me? I have no idea. I wish to know the answer, yet I know I will not have the courage to face it, be it yes or no. Damn.
Anyway, his 35th birthday is coming. This date has been circling in my head for ages. What should I do about it? Get him out for a birthday meal? Courier him his present? What about his birthday SMS? Should I or should I not send him? (My head is starting to crack...Help)
Recently have been dreaming about him. Dreaming of us getting back together. Dreaming of us in the past, when we were still so happy. No quarrels, no heartbreak, no tears. Just pure happiness. Adeline has been dropping gentle reminders of Judgment Day (which is 1 August) - the day that determines who my heart wants to be with...(Stressed eh?) I really hope I will know it by then and whatever decision I've made, either party will respect it. This is what I hope for.
