Feeling very wide-awake now (How not to be when I woke up at 12 noon? : ) ) Had a small bowl of angel hair with bologinaise cooked by Aunt Maddy before she left for work : ) Gee, it's such a wonderful feeling to slack at home and being paid (Yes, public holidays are paid)
Went to a BBQ party with Fat Boy yesterday evening. It was organized by his colleague (another sales director from another division) and I thought since I had met her and the rest in the last Phuket trip, why not? (Besides, I knew Jennifer would be there too!) Her 3-storey house was located in Jalan Adif and I must say it was so beautiful! (It's so nice to be rich) Anyway, had a great time tucking into the generous spread of tiger prawns, chicken fillet, satay and sting-ray as well as indulging in hot topics like wedding, sex, men, religion in our sharing sessions : D Just when we had such a great time chatting while sipping Jim Beam and coke, one of the colleagues' husband arrived and the atmosphere changed - He was slightly drunk, spouting nonsense as well as poking fun at everybody. Feeling pissed, both Jennifer and I excused ourselves and went to the washroom (to discuss our "exit strategy") Went back and witnessed him poking fun at Fat Boy. Shot him back and had a brief bicker before I left, feeling victorious : D Hahaha...
Last Tuesday evening, I met up with King Kong at dinner and drinks. It had been a week since I met up with him and instead of feeling pissed due to certain issues that occurred the previous Monday, I felt kinda happy, but worried at the same time (Was unsure if we would have arguments again. Anyway, decided to storm off if that happened : () Had dinner at the nearby coffeeshop before making our way to Loof - Nice environment to chat and absorb the atmosphere : ) Ordered potato wedges and 2 rounds of Heineken (Dammit, no wonder I feel so fat) Though we did not talk much that night, I fully understood what was going on his mind and I guess he felt the same way too. Left after a bunch of gays arrived and we strolled to the bus-stop before hopping onto Bus 51.
What an irony - Sometimes, I want him to have all the time in the world for me yet just leave me completely alone; just like how I want him so much, yet couldn't see any future with him; equivalent to wanting to get married to one yet still want the both of them by my side forever. Dammit. What am I thinking?
