Hullo my dear girl,
I am not in a good shape either..sales have been slow and as you know, being in a sales-oriented environment, everything is about figures : ( How stressful~!
Serious? Summer in Japan is very hot? I thought the temperature remains cool…whoa! I fully understand how you feel. Regardless how beautiful and interesting that country is, it is still not home. Home is where the heart is at peace, don’t you agree? Anyway, you will be home soon..stop counting the days : ) It’ll only make you miserable. Since you are already there, make full use of your trip – Learn as much as you can, feel the intense summer heat, wolf down as much sashimi, sushi and ramen and make love to as many Japanese guys there ; P Life’s more interesting like that eh!
Hahaha…if you need to seek solace, just come to us. Though we are not physically there, you know that we will always be behind you, for this entire year. Feel free to call or email me, I will always be there for you, my dear girl : )
Why paranoid? What are the simplest matters that you dwell on? Care to share? Yeah, no doubt living alone abroad makes one stronger and I believe this is something I can never do it. I am too used to living in my own fortress : P I believe being numb means you have grown stronger subconsciously. I believe you can pull through. Have faith in yourself?
Wow, you have new friends! Guys or girls? If guys, are they the handsome breed? : P Well, you have already said that you have been there for slightly more than a month, what kind of friendship can you establish? I believe you would think twice of being chummy with somebody you have known for only a couple of weeks right? What’s more, you are never a social butterfly..? : ) I get what you mean. Bosom friends? I have lost faith in that long long time ago…Used to think that if I am sincere towards my friends, they would treat me the same too. However, some of them made me doubt my belief and some compound my faith…It’s all about trial and error and though it’s time-consuming and there’s risk of heartbreak, I am glad to make very good friends from my workplace : ) Though they have moved onto greener pastures, we made a point to keep in touch and I must say I miss them all the time! I always believe in 将心比心…
Yeah, the Japanese culture is like that! The Japanese love putting on hospitality masks and well, it’s anything better than them dishing out harsh treatment to you right? Guess I only love their food and their pink industry…(yes, here I go again…) : P You are a strong girl, it’s considerably fast that you have begun to get accustomed to the sort of life there : ) At the very least, you did not attempt to come back! : ) Stay strong and cheerful always, will you?
Something is amiss in your life? What is it? Dickie Boi? *scratch head* Well, what’s so interesting about me? Nothing much except for agony and more agony. Initially, I thought I would be happy and contented with King Kong, however, I realized that I have drifted away from my pursue for a good life. You know it, I like fine cuisine, tours and LV bags…and I hate to imagine kicking myself for not being able to fulfill that. At the same time, it’s tough to pull away from the Kau after 5 years…Besides, to satisfy my insatiable greed for money, King Kong has been working part-time and freelance, which means to say he doesn’t have time for me and as you know I am somebody who dislikes loneliness…I must say it’s a bloody vicious cycle : ( We have been arguing over money issues as well as the Kau – I think it’s redundant...It makes me even more confused as ever. Interesting news? Is the Olympics considered interesting? Singapore won silver in table tennis, but I don’t feel proud at all...
Missing you,
Jo (smiles : ) )
*Will be waiting for your next mail : ) I love to receive your mails
: ) Keep them coming.
