Basics

While walking home from the bus-stop, I teared. The harder I tried to control the emotional outbreak, the worse the situation became. Somehow, the ache got so bad that it had reached to its peak - Yes, "excruciating" is the word. I thought I could get over the past, I realized I couldn't...at all. I know I am stupid to put myself through this whole ridiculous process, which I could have prevented. Happy memories flashed into my head; regret why I was so wilful...I could have been happy and satisfied, I could have been angry and discontented; but at the very least, I am not living in misery every single day...Kind of helpless and lost; I do not know what to do.

Dinner was at Bosses in Vivocity - Finally met up with Sharon's boyfriend (or husband, as they have already registered their marriage : P) - A pair of lovey-dovey couple which made me envious (Used to be like that as well, but I threw everything away) ..After dinner, we went to hunt for Adeline's S$150 gift. What happened was like that, Sharon divulged to Adeline that Boss would be giving the latter a surprise gift worth S$150 as an appreciation to her one-year service in the company and it made sense that it must be something that she liked : ) (I am there for more than 2 years, where's my gift? : ( ) She settled for a Swarovski pendant which costs S$283 - She would top up the shortage. After that, both Adeline and I left the lovebirds alone and went shopping. She bought a sundress and a colorful top. I bought nothing : (

Office&Dinner@Bosses04102007

Yesterday was another dull day at work. The only thing that made me happy was a $12 sundress which I bought from a pushcart. Oh, not to forget the small case which I closed together with Jacintha. Though the sales amount from this case was not fantastic, it made me happy. Perhaps it was the first case which I closed together with Jacintha, or it could be "back to basics" : ) Sometimes, it's very important for us to go back to basics once in a while; hard to explain why it is so, but without it, it will make us feel lost and empty...

The time is 1:17am now. Unfortunately, tomorrow is not a Saturday (but hey, even it's a Saturday, I still have the sickening workshop! Bah!)

First time

The amount? Look at the Perm column under JC (Jacintha Cheong)