After a hearty meal of sashimi, don and noodles, we proceeded to Cafe Del Mar in Sentosa. That was my 1st time there. Had wanted to go there several times, but the rain dashed our plans time and again. We had red wine, beer, baileys and margaritas and one hell of a good time. We shared alot of juicy stuff like guys, sex and the daring stuff we did. Guess sex and men remain a lifelong interest for women. The feeling of tipsy from alcohol and ciggies was fantastic - the combo made you forget the daily mundane nitty gritty issues..Regardless, I still miss him alot alot, though I knew he was sleeping at home (as usual). I just wanted to be courageous; grab him, take a cab to ROM and sign our lives to each other, nevermind his boring lifestyle, his liabilities, his insecurities (he's forever thinking he's fat and he's forever worrying about his face) and such.
One thing I discovered from yesterday's outing is that we had such fun. If not for the incentive, doubt the whole B&F team would go out. It made me understand Ellen Lee and especially Amanda more and the feeling ought to be mutual - they understood the 3 of us better too. It was really a good thing that we went out. But hope that the next time we go out, we will bring our bikinis along.
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