Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Hollow

Last Saturday I mentioned about friendship. I am one who don't really make an hardcore effort to maintain friendships because I feel that it is like the clouds in the sky - they come together and they go just like that. Wai Kin and the rest changed my perception and I realised that it's good in make an effort (it doesn't hurt anyway). Ironically, today, my perception was shakened. I felt sick and disappointed. Not exactly betrayal~ but what's the difference? I still felt sick and hard about it. Amy told me there are many "layers" of friendship. I may be a good friend, but she may have "better" friends whom she can confide everything in.

I don't mind not knowing everything about one. But if he or she keeps saying that we are very close, hiding things from me is equivalent to betrayal. Whatever, I just feel sickening stench of disappointment revolving me. Even jogging to destress no longer helps. The damage is done. Things will not be the same anymore. I hate to act. Acting happy and as if nothing has happened equates a disservice to yourself.

Whatever, received the pictures of last week's workshop at Scarlet Hotel this morning, with courtesy from Amy.

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Enjoy the sickeningly sweet and cute pictures of the 3 flowers prancing about in Scarlet Hotel.

Worskshop @ Scarlet Hotel