My morning started with a bad note: Was hit by the fine system that Boss implemented yesterday. I thought the email that I shot him yesterday morning served as a wake-up call to his micromanagement - I was wrong. As I was late for 4 minutes, I had to part with 4 bucks. Initially, I refused to part with my hard-earned money, but he stood in front of me with his DIY tissue box-turned-charity box. Chucked the money without even looking at him once (I was so damn mad) As for Adeline, she parted with 7 bucks...What the hell : /
As if it was not bad enough, I was slammed by him for promising the client that we would get the Employment Pass for the candidate by 5 May 2008. I clinched the deal, yet Management doesn't have the means to support me (Then what's the point of going through the hassle?)
Having absolute zero mood to work, I went to browse through various blogs and I was absolutely shocked and saddened when I saw a particular one which mentioned that her departure had no impact on anybody, including me (She is not me, how does she know it will not have any impact on me? I am somebody who is very good yet very bad in expressing myself. Though I must admit it will definitely be very hard on me, I find it very difficult to announce to her and the whole world that I will be ultra sad..yes, bash me, I am egoistic. Besides, regardless how much I want her to stay, I cannot force her if she doesn't want to..) There was another paragraph that made me reflect on myself - Recently, have been too caught up with competing with Vicious Lady and her sidekick in terms of sales figures on the whiteboard that I have neglected the one who has been giving me moral support all this while. Yes, I have lost myself and thanks to her, it made me realize that it's time to come back. All these competition is nothing but transient; and it will always be a neverending vicious cycle : )
