It has been pouring nonstop these few weeks. Hence, the weather is frosty cold and it doesn't help that I am stuck in a freezing corner. Of course, it is fantastic to be under the warm blanket all day long in such low temperatures; but definitely not outside home sweet home where there is no blanket : ( Furthermore, in order to keep warm and happy, one tends to consume more carbohydrates (which means more starchy stuff and more sugar) and hot soup (which also means more MSG and more oil) : (
I am no exception. I have been eating hot soupy noodles during lunch. Sounds healthy, but imagine the carbohydrates from the noodles and MSG from the yummy soup : ( (wondering if I am going bald soon : ( ) A few days back, when I was looking myself at the mirror, I realized that I have grown fatter (That's the worst thing that can ever happen to me!) Is it the weekly beer gulping sessions? Is it the good food I have been gobbling for the past few days? Is it that I have not been burning enough fats from jogging? Or that I have forgotten my "half portion" rule?
Indeed, it has posed a daily nagging reminder that I have grown fatter; but due to the sickening cold weather which is the cause of a voracious appetite, how is it possible that I restrict myself from slurping the tasty hot soup or finish the other half portion of rice? (Rice! My wonderful rice!) What a bloody headache..to be caught in the dilemma of shallow vanity and the simplest basic need? Then again, is it necessary that I feel this way? Is it because it's dark and cold, that's why I am feeling so blue? (It must be!)
In addition, some parts of my face are starting to peel and I am getting the runs : ( (Deja vu! It happened when I was in Melbourne - I had the runs for the entire 15 days; Guess what? I lost the pounds - temporarily) Guess my tummy is kinda sensitive to chilly weathers (Time to put on a cardigan!), but I will never slap on moisturizer like how other females, especially Adeline, do! I am extremely paranoid of clogged pores! Argh!
Well, feeling the chills right now...guess it's time to jump into bed and hide underneath the good old blankie : ) At this point of time, who is to complain having natural air conditioner is bad?
I just have to leave the complaints till tomorrow! >: (