This picture was taken last Friday at a ladies in Swissotel. Beautiful isn't it? Like this picture because it reflected the many feelings I experienced at that point of time.
First of all, it was the last day of my chopstick sista, Rightie. We spent almost 2 years together in the same coy, nevermind how tough those days were, or how nasty the Boss was. Was very sad that she made the decision to leave, but on the other hand, felt that she should leave because sales was no longer what she had wanted. If this is something not you want, why bother? We went to Sushi Tei to have dinner and then to New Asia Bar to have some drinks.
The climax came when we were about to leave. Rightie hugged both Amy and Adeline, but not me. She knew that if she were to do so, I would crumble..that's why I love her for that - We have developed this tacit understanding over the years. I quickly hopped onto the cab, hoping that I would not be too emotional after seeing Amy tearing. Though I was suffering from heartpain, I wished her all the best..
Secondly is some sickening idiot who caused me grieve for 2 days..Don't know how to begin or end. But I recalled missing him alot alot alot..Recalled being at New Asia Bar and looking at the lights of Singapore. Was very touched that it could be so beautiful at night. Yet at the same super sad that he caused me such pain. Drinking no longer drown all sorrows, instead it compounds, such that nearly cried out loud. Wonder how he was feeling at that point of time. Whatever it is, we have cleared the air and we knew we are important in each other's hearts : )
By the way, the beautiful pictures of Amy, Ade, Rightie and me can be found in my Pink Corset
